I'm sorry to let you down. It has not been easy for me either. There are so many unspoken words that has been frozen deep down inside. I want to scream out all those words, but I choked each time I tried. Nothing has been easy. Every time I pushed myself harder, I felt as if I am pulled back even further than how far I've been. I listened to every words you uttered. Though it did hurt a little, I know that all you are doing has been for my own sake. I am really sorry to let you down from time and time.

As for now, I am shunning myself from the outside world, waiting for the right time to deliver what I've promised. All I am asking is just for a little more time.